The hunt continues (Day four)

Been looking for a job already! Been here for four days and yesterday I compiled a list and started applying for places. My original list of 68 (which isn't even all of the possibilities) is slowly being shortened. Some places aren't hiring at the moment, but I won't let this get me down. I will find a job! I can feel it.

So Lil' man's first birthday party was today. I feel bad that certain things happened, which made it a party of just family (which is still okay), but still sucks and I know it might have bothered my sister- in- law just a tad. But hey we still had an amazing time and the place looked great with all the decorations she had for him. She truly is an amazing mom. I wish my mom did half the stuff she is/has been doing for her kids. I've never had a birthday party in my 19 years of living, (granted my birthday is a national holiday and all) but still a little get together here or there would have been great...with decorations and just something that said "Hey, it's your birthday and we wanna celebrate you" But I can't really complan because I couldn't truly ask for anything more then just having my family surrounding me.

Anyways, my first service at church is tomorrow morning and I am really looking forward to it. It's been a long time since I was in church and it will be a great place to meet new people, which is something I really want to do. I wanna have a life. One outside of sitting in front of this damn computer screen talking to random people and writting random crap. Don't get me wrong I love writting my random crap down, but I wanna go to the mall and go to movies and just chill out....be social for once in my freaking life. For once in my life I wanna have a life. If that makes any sense at all....which to me it does so HA, I win! =D But I think I might call it an early night tonight. We shall see what happens within the next couple days, but I'm hoping that whatever happens is great!